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23rd-Mar-2013 05:14 pm - The End.
11thdoctor
Credo sia il caso, a questo punto, di dire due parole, e lo farò in italiano, per comodità. La prima che mi viene in mente è: GRAZIE. Ho conosciuto i My Chemical Romance non subito, ma poco dopo l'uscita di Three Cheers. Si trattava di un periodo un po' difficile, triste e complicato della mia vita, non capivo tante cose, mi sentivo sola e...un po' persa. La loro musica, a quel punto, ha fatto ciò che nessun gruppo era mai riuscito a fare prima: mi ha dato delle risposte, la forza per affrontare tante cose, compagnia, consolazione, sostegno, coraggio, ispirazione, gioia, rabbia. In poche parole, sapevo che al mondo qualcun altro provava ciò che provavo io, che non era sbagliato, che non c'era niente di cui vergognarsi o aver paura e che, in ogni caso, la paura era più che lecita. Grazie a loro ho conosciuto altre persone simili a me. Persone che sono ancora mie amiche dopo anni. Persone che non lo sono più ma che mo hanno dato così tanto che non esistono parole per descriverlo e solo chi, come noi, l'ha vissuto può capire. E tutto questo va oltre i My Chemical Romance, ma è partito tutto da lì, perché erano loro il nostro punto d'incontro, la nostra "cura" e la nostra consolazione. In questi anni ho vissuto momenti indimenticabili grazie a loro. Eravamo quasi una famiglia, legati da qualcosa che a molti sembrava stupido, ma noi sapevamo essere profondo e speciale.
Oggi mi sento un po' triste, perché è come se si chiudesse un altro capitolo della mia vita. Ma so che è giusto così, che anche loro 5 (sì, dico 5, per me saranno sempre 5) sono cambiati, cresciuti, le loro vite sono andate avanti...e così quelle di tutti noi. E un po' anche grazie a loro. Sono talmente tante le cose che vorrei dire, non basterebbero venti post, ma il succo è questo: grazie per questi anni, grazie per aver dato tutto, grazie ai ROMAncers, miei fratelli e sorelle in quest'avventura, grazie a tutti gli altri fans, a chi, in un momento o in un altro ci ha dato qualcosa di sé, grazie a chi ci sarà ancora e canterà, urlerà e piangerà ogni volta che sentirà una delle canzoni che ormai sono parti indelebili delle nostre vite.
E a voi, Gerard, Frank, Mikey, Ray e Bob: buon proseguimento. Abbiate tutto il meglio che si può avere dalla vita.

Jen*


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20th-Feb-2013 09:44 am(no subject)
kimi ni todoke








Ti ridarò ciò che è tuo,
le tue belle parole
accompagnate
da una rosa seccata.
Un sogno mai nato infranto
dalla bramosa inconscia paura d'amare
come l'arrivo delle ombre del tramonto
in un giorno d'estate.
Ti ridarò i meravigliosi primi istanti con te
custoditi fra i miei più gelosi ricordi.
Tra le mani, in piedi sullo scoglio del mio destino
ho una tua foto,
sarà il vento a lanciarti nel vuoto...

Antonio Marziale
8th-Feb-2013 02:36 pm(no subject)
11thdoctor
Mi manchi cavolo, mi manchi. 
E non basteranno tutte le attenzioni di tutti i primi che passano del mondo a cambiare questo fatto.
In ogni momento, qualsiasi cosa dicano, tutto ciò a cui riesco a pensare è che vorrei tornare fra le tue braccia
Che morirei per poterti baciare di nuovo
E che vorrei guardarti negli occhi e poter tornare a qualche mese fa.

Jen*.
5th-Feb-2013 11:43 am - Letter to You
kimi ni todoke
It really started when I noticed I was happy when I was with you. I always thought you are beautiful but then I discovered you made me feel better, and that was something that only some special people could do. I really enjoyed my time with you and I could easily see you enjoyed yours with me too. There was no need to tell: I could see it in your eyes, in the way you looked at me. And, later, it was in the way you kissed me, in the way you touched me and hold me in your arms. You felt something special. And I can tell it now too, I know it. But it isn't enough and I'm so sorry I realised this, I shouldn't have fallen for you, I should have enjoyed my time with you as you did and ask for nothing else. 
But I can't.
I'm looking for someone who believes I'm special and that I deserve all the time in the World if it's needed. For whom is not a duty to call me or see me because he likes it better than many other things. Because I deserve all this.
I didn't ask you anything and I'm not asking even now.
That's why I'm leaving.
I love you.

Jen*.
1st-Feb-2013 03:35 pm - It's over
11thdoctor
Here's the fact: I had a beautiful story with a guy and yesterday we broke up. Actually, I did. He's one of the sweetest men I've ever met in my life, he's so cute and I really love him. But he doesn't. So I decided I deserve someone who loves me back and I told him we can't date anymore. It was so sad. I really wished him to tell me "no, wait, I really want to stay with you, no matter what" but he said everything he was supposed to say: "I'm not ready for a relationship, I want to be free" and so on. Bullshit. The truth is (and remember this very well) that someone who really LOVES you doesn't care AT ALL about freedom and about being ready. He only wants to stay with you, whatever that means, whatever that takes. So wait for that man, don't you ever stop before, because everything else is just...something different. 
I had a very good time with him, I admit I was really happy. And, who knows, maybe someday we'll be able to be friends and have fun together once again. But now I need to stay alone. And anyway, Love is something else.

Jen*.
31st-Jan-2013 11:06 am - Sun
doctoramy
It's in days like this I feel ALIVE.

Though tonight something sad could happen. But I know that if it does it'll be for my best. And I'll know how to start back again. I always do.

Jen*.
29th-Jan-2013 12:16 pm(no subject)
graphic stuff
25th-Jan-2013 11:04 am - Yes, I'm alive!
kimi ni todoke
I need to write!
First of all: I need to change this header. Hermione, I love you, but it's really time to change. Really.
Second: oh, come on, let's change some userpic too! I don't do graphics from a long time but, hey, time to try again! ;)

So, tomorrow is Saturday, if I have time I'll make some nice things, if not I'll try on Sunday. Wait for meee :D

Jen*.
16th-Nov-2012 12:12 pm - Alive
kimi ni todoke
I just came to notice that my last post is really old!! A LOT of things happened since then! 

Well, what...first of all, I have a different job. I'm still there, same University but different office, with a different colleague. He's ok, a funny man, a very clever one, a person whom I feel lucky to work with, 'cause I can learn a lot from him. I had to spend two weeks alone without him here and it's been quite difficult and above all tiring. I'm exhausted but still alive and I'm happy it's over and he'll be back soon. 
This kind of work is quite difficult, I have to deal with a lot of different things and I still don't know if I'm able to, but I'm trying my best. 

What else. There's something I'd like to write but...it's like I'm speaking...well, I'm not speaking very much about something I really care about in this moment in my life. But it seems to be that, for some reasons, for now I just don't want to share it. Just let me tell you I feel fine, I feel quite happy. I'm letting things go the way they have to go. And it's ok. Really ok. :)

Ok, let's work. I'm leaving now.
Bye everyone!

Jen*.
7th-Apr-2012 09:48 am - Helloww
kimi ni todoke
Yes I'm back. Sometimes I'm here, sometimes I'm not eheheh. Well, today's saturday, tomorrow's gonna be Easter and what am I doing now? WORKING!!! Or, at least, I should do so, but, as you can imagine, nobody's calling today (if I haven't told you yet, I'm working in a switchboard) and I seriously hope nobody will till 1 p.m., 'cause I'm completely alone here and I just started in a new office so I really don't know what to do if there's something I don't understand :S
So...what's happened till now? Pretty nothing. And pretty everything. All I want to say is I'm fine, quite happy I have to say, have fun when I want to and with the right people, and work when I have to. I'm just a bit tired 'cause of some lack of sleep and 'cause Spring isn't so good to me (even if I like this season more than all the others).
What else? I don't know, I'll try some different way to spend this time here alone, gonna call someone, dunno ahahah!
Bye

Jen♥

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